Lets Have a Conversation

Lets Have a Conversation Lets Have a Conversation Well. I would like to tell my readers about my life, but that would take too long, so I'm afraid, instead i am going to tell you the events of my life, day by day. Then, hopefully, eventually you'll be able to find out more about me. Here is just a brief rundown about me. sorry for any spelling errors. I am a Single teenage mother of a wonderful, beautiful, 13 month old little boy. I love him so much. Unfortunately his father is a manipulative a** hole. I will be so sad if he turns out like him. I also believe, that since i lived with him - the father- for a year, that he is the father of said sweet little boy, that a tiny piece of my heart is, and forever will be, still in love with him. The fact that i said his name in the heat of passion, with another man making me in the very same heat of passion, might have a little bit to do with it. Just a little though.   I JUST moved away from a town that i had lived in for 6 years and have a bunch of support from a family member and a dozen + friends to a town that i have hardly any family support and even fewer friends. The ones i do have, i treasure. My parents are alcoholic druggies and due to that my (4) brothers basically raised me and my younger sister.   But that's all in the past really. I have to overcome this reality every day, and i don't think i will ever really be over said love life, but live on i will. For this reason, to move on from the past and possibly gain insight from it, I am gonna try to blog on this on a daily basis. I would do a journal but i don't think i could trust my roommate to not read my private thoughts, mostly about her and a girl has got to unload somewhere. I would talk to a friend, but i don't trust my friends really about anything; when i do try to unload to them - which i rarely ever do - they make it seem like i am asking too much of them, even though i listen to their complaining every day almost. So I now resort to this wonderful blog spot. Where wonderful, if not more wonderful people can comment on their thoughts about my life, possibly giving me some valuable advice :)    SO for tomorrow,  Lets move on to one of the biggest  reasons why i have difficulty in life presently. Can you guess what it is? Every girl has it, it causes us to crave chocolate, makes us watch and read those cheesy romance novels and movies with heroins that only a few luck girls ever find. you guessed it. My love life Sincerely,    Lost and Hopeless